right now how im feeling is words i cant describe, but it there is a word higher than being pissed/ticked off...thats how im feeling right now..

my biggest pet peeve is lending things to a sibling and it comes back not how you first gave it to them.

i.e. he has a car, flat tire and needs a car, he asks to use my car which is my baby and i love it(its a bimmer who doesnt love bimmers?!? ...anyways) im always reluctant to lend him any of my things because it either never comes back or something is different about it. siblings grabbing your cloths out of your closet and wearing them and its all stretched out...im totally off subject but back to it....so i lend him the car and i tell him "DO NOT SMOKE IN MY CAR" i say that x3 because his ass doesnt listen when i get the car back, what do i see? ash on the dash, and the filth of ciggarette lingering in my car! i mean wth are you serious? and the fact that he doesnt lock my car when hes done using it. Things like these just really pisses me off, and he has the balls to ask me to use my cellphone for a while because his ass couldnt pay his own cell phone bill....im saying FUCK THAT! but me being the younger brother i put up a fight, and eventually give in....then he'd throw a fit and give back my phone and give me the guilt trip. what a bastard.........................i have so much heat in me tonights work out is going to be AWESOME(not really).

them good girl go bad

yummy.